Yesterday was a hard day. We almost broke up because of my trust issues. I never realized I had them until that moment. Its so funny how someones mentality can change in an instant. I suppose I needed to her from her that I don't trust her. Though in admitting that its admitting that there is something wrong with the way most people do there relationships, including a lot of my friends that have given me all the same advice. But I feel that its okay. I don't think she'll ever mess up like that again. Everyone makes mistakes and I've had my fair share of feeling this way. While I feel that it was right of me to be mad at her and to even mistrust her for a bit, not for 2 months. (That really was the deepest shes ever hurt me, especially with me trusting her completely then. Especially with how it was tearing us apart. It was really affecting her on the phone too. She actually thought I did'nt trust her at all. (the minds a bitch like that) But I think I helped her. I want her to be more open to me about how she feels about things. Thats all for now. Oh and I'm getting my place together.
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