Today was alright. I finally saw jasmine again today and just 4 days felt like an eternity. I gave her all my old journal entries and I realized that I sensored alot of myself because of Alicia. (not her fault, my fault that I did things worth censoring) So jasmine was thinking I viewed her as a little freshman meanwhile back then I'm trying to force her into "sister mode" in my head just to keep myself from getting my hopes up. Ha! I'm glad I cleared that up before she left home.Speaking of which today was really hard for me to let her go home. I wonder if I'll ever completely snap and say "don't go" again. Come to think about it I've never broke down in front of someone like that before, or, well, ever. Geez, I show Jasmine so much I nev
er show anyone else about my personality and me. I want to know everything about her and vice versa I can. Well let me stop talking about how great my girlfriend is (I exclaimed today downtown after getting off the bus from seeing her "there is a perfect girl and her name is Jasmine Paolino and I am the luckiest man in the world to have her as my girlfriend again." ) not much else is new. Kathy came over with Athena and we hung out and watched/made fun of hentai. Athena hands belong to a god, that girl gives the best massages in the world.She reminded Kathy and me of our "long story" (almost went together but did'nt because an ex lied about me) That was a bit akward, not that I don't trust her and to be honest I really want us to double date sometime when Jasmine gets the time. She kept advising that I make jasmine get a test to make sure it's my kid. Um, I do believe I can be pretty sure considering she has'nt had sex with anyone but me. Then again Kathy is that kind of person so I can't really take it personally. I'm preparing for my birthday and I'll be seeing about working at giant eagle get-go tonight. I love my life.
